What is wrong with me?!!!

WOW!!! I have no idea what is going on with me today! I am so emotional these days, I see all these women having all these babies and I get sooooo jealous! It is absolutely crazy that I want to have another baby but I totally do! As weird as it sounds, I really miss labor, even as crappy as it can be, the end result is absolutely wonderful!! I really need to stop thinking this way or I am going to end up with 4 kiddos under a 900 sq. ft. apartment..lol :) I just have to think of the toddler years... we all know how peaceful those days can be, right?? Yeah, I think I can wait ;)